Second evaluation talk

Been to my second evaluation-talk. This time with another psychologist and with a huge questionnaire. It was nice to see that I could be so much worse off. I could be in physical fights constantly, or drug-abusing, drinking too much, scared of dirt on my hands, etc. But I am still very uncertain if I will get help from this place or not. I have one more visit there, with a psychiatrist on the 19th of January, and after that I will know. Mom and I went to the market and bought half of it, or so it felt, people are totally MAD out there today, screaming and yelling at each other (one lady yelled at mom!!) and one dude went over my foot with his shopping cart and I said OUCH and he just looked at me with murder in his eyes. Scary times, so we did the shopping and then we went for pizza. Much calmer and nicer there. Didn't sleep much last night, so I will calm myself down now and do my food for Xmas at Lisa Clarstedt tomorrow instead. (I am only doing a potato gratin, so it's easy I hope) OH, and Happy Xmas, thank you so much for everything you've done for me this year, can you believe it - I live to see another year thanks to you all!