Homework week 5.

Homework this week is particularly horrible. I am watching a movie of a mouse which is chased by a cat, which is helped by a human, in order to catch this prey. It's so scary and awful and humiliating. It's the worst horror-movie I've ever seen. No, I am not ready to post it here.

Homework is all about the house-mouse. People seem to think that I am ready to hear and talk about rats, but I am not. Just writing the word here hurts me and make me shake visably.

I don't know if I'll ever get better, it feels hopeless and stuck and horrible and I am so sad and upset.