

Procrastinating
"I could be you. You could be me. I I I could be you you, and you you you could be me. I I I etc." Yeah, singing along to Alice Russel....


A blog entry.
The last few weeks have been so too much for me. I've constant anxiety over the things I cannot control. Like when I have to start to go...


An update is all
I have a couple of things to write about here, but I feel as if I am clueless on how to get about it. I haven't been able to write any...


NO comment field.
After a lot of thought around this whole comment field, I decided to remove it completely. Together with my friend the web-counter. The...


The problems with having bipolar...
Not only is it the trouble you have to go through in your life - such as having ups and downs, taking loads of medications etc. You also...


Life?
Went to therapy yesterday. My therapist got worried about my general mood, and got me to talk to a doctor there, just to check if it was...


Desperate and lonely
So tired of isolation, of being so alone. Just want death. I keep feeling envious at people who have died. I just wish I was anywhere...


Problematic life
Well, So. After a while of having a pause in my therapy, we've now decided to start it up again. I am on higher doses of medications and...


Does it have to be unhygienic in the gym?
There is a gym-sort-of-a-place (Itrim) close by where I live. I could see myself walking up there and back, it wouldn't be too hard....


Life
I just don't feel like living it anymore. My life is crap, I am just a leech on society and friends and family. I give nothing, and I am...