

About, on the topic and reflecting on.
Hey! I am Marianne, and I take this strange train to places. I haven't done that for almost two years. What is it? Tube, Metro, Subway,...


Love in life
Something that I miss in my life, and have missed out of a lot, and broken so many times, is love. Romantic love sure, but I am talking...


Diet things
I stopped comfort-eating 21 days ago. I am eating rather normally otherwise. I mean, full portions of whatever I am cooking, although...


NO comment field.
After a lot of thought around this whole comment field, I decided to remove it completely. Together with my friend the web-counter. The...


Oh those glorious memories
When I was a child, I was so lucky. I had a grandfather and grandmother who lived in a house in south of Sweden, just by the coast. There...


Just a few thoughts
So. New information from my psychiatrist about having bipolar. It sort of shocked me, so I've not been able to write about it until now....


I am a snob and I know it.
I am a snob. Not just like some people, who dress right and look right. I am not that sort of a snob at all. I look all wrong and wobbly,...


Motivation....?
I find it hard to motivate myself to do anything at all. Eat, shower, get up from bed, live. I feel ugly and wrong and big and stale....


Social services, who are you?
I think this was good. I am not doing superwell I can't say. It's hard to get myself out of bed, and it's hard to speak to people. Even...


All nerves and nowhere to go
I am just all nerves inside and out. I keep thinking back on what I said and didn't say on the evaluation talk on Friday. It's not a good...