

Life?
Went to therapy yesterday. My therapist got worried about my general mood, and got me to talk to a doctor there, just to check if it was...


Desperate and lonely
So tired of isolation, of being so alone. Just want death. I keep feeling envious at people who have died. I just wish I was anywhere...


Life
I just don't feel like living it anymore. My life is crap, I am just a leech on society and friends and family. I give nothing, and I am...


Rat-free toilets
Once a week. That's how often the institution for pest control go out to deal with rats coming up through the toilet of someones house or...


Letting go
I've been thinking about this for weeks, months even. I've had some real close friends in my life, and I've lost more friends than I care...
Waiting for death
Sounds drastic doesn't it? Waiting for death. But right now, and for a long time, that's all I am doing. I can't kill myself because I...


Meanderings
I am feeling as if my life has no meaning. I am isolated, lonely, passive. I do pretty much nothing. I don't go outside apart from back...


Dissed by friends (and family)
For a long time, I've felt that I've been dissed by friends and sometimes family too. It's not unusual and it's not always their faults....


The beautiful world of TV and movies
One thing that happens when you're alone at home as much as me, is that you spend an awful lot of time... watching the telly. In my case,...
Therapy session number 4.
Today was particularly hard. I slept bad and I felt weepy all the way to the therapy in the car, and everything just felt lost. I felt...