

Motivation....?
I find it hard to motivate myself to do anything at all. Eat, shower, get up from bed, live. I feel ugly and wrong and big and stale....


Haunting
The whole idea of therapy is haunting.


My mom deserves a gold medal. (that she can sell for some cash)
Things are very quiet and slow. I don't talk to people and people don't talk to me. (apart from my mom who is my heroin!) I am stressed...


Isolation is hard
I hadn't thought about it really, but just now I saw an article about depression and isolation and I guess that's where I am at right...