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Motivation....?

I find it hard to motivate myself to do anything at all. Eat, shower, get up from bed, live. I feel ugly and wrong and big and stale....

Tooth fixed yesterday. Next time I am pulling a front-side tooth out to pull one of my vampire teeth down with the braces. I've had...

The whole idea of therapy is haunting.

Today I met the woman who will guide me through this therapy to well-being. Her name is Maria and she is a very experienced psychologist,...

Therapy approved by the sweetest doctor I've ever met. Therapy starting.... wait for it...tomorrow!! SCARY as HELL but amazing.

Last interwiew in ten minutes. Nervous is the word of the hour

Things are very quiet and slow. I don't talk to people and people don't talk to me. (apart from my mom who is my heroin!) I am stressed...

I hadn't thought about it really, but just now I saw an article about depression and isolation and I guess that's where I am at right...

I think this was good. I am not doing superwell I can't say. It's hard to get myself out of bed, and it's hard to speak to people. Even...

I am feeling so sad today. I feel as if I've let people in who never let me in back. I am just outside of everything all the time. Alone...