

Today's therapy is postponed.
I know it's wrong in so many ways, but I feel relieved that todays therapy got cancelled. Today was the day when I would have to start...


I am a snob and I know it.
I am a snob. Not just like some people, who dress right and look right. I am not that sort of a snob at all. I look all wrong and wobbly,...


Not in the mood
I've not been in the mood to write anything in a while. But I found this image today and think it is appropriate of what I am going...


Fun ideas during a manic spell
During a manic spell, I (and pretty much all people who go manic for some reason) often get these amazing ideas. Ideas that are so clear...


So much stuff done
Wow, it's only a quarter to two and I've already cut and hung my new curtains, fixed all my lamp-fixtures that were broken, hoovered...


Therapy session number 6.
I was expecting a "normal" session of the endurance of meeting my fear. This time, however, became very different. Every session is built...


Home, sweet home.
I am back home again, after six days of first hotel and then staying with my wonderful mother. I really needed that stay in the hotel to...


I can totally pack for a few days....not
I am leaving my home now for a few days. The place is due for a real treat, it's going red. Yes, dark red. And all the fittings and...


The danger of simplifying.
I think that people need to know just how deadly dangerous mental illnesses can be. No, when I am down, I can't "shape up" or "shake it...
Waiting for death
Sounds drastic doesn't it? Waiting for death. But right now, and for a long time, that's all I am doing. I can't kill myself because I...