

Haunting
The whole idea of therapy is haunting.


1. First meeting.
Today I met the woman who will guide me through this therapy to well-being. Her name is Maria and she is a very experienced psychologist,...


Approved
Therapy approved by the sweetest doctor I've ever met. Therapy starting.... wait for it...tomorrow!! SCARY as HELL but amazing.


Ten minutes away
Last interwiew in ten minutes. Nervous is the word of the hour


My mom deserves a gold medal. (that she can sell for some cash)
Things are very quiet and slow. I don't talk to people and people don't talk to me. (apart from my mom who is my heroin!) I am stressed...


Isolation is hard
I hadn't thought about it really, but just now I saw an article about depression and isolation and I guess that's where I am at right...


Social services, who are you?
I think this was good. I am not doing superwell I can't say. It's hard to get myself out of bed, and it's hard to speak to people. Even...


Just the general sadness and solitude
I am feeling so sad today. I feel as if I've let people in who never let me in back. I am just outside of everything all the time. Alone...


Second evaluation talk
Been to my second evaluation-talk. This time with another psychologist and with a huge questionnaire. It was nice to see that I could be...


All nerves and nowhere to go
I am just all nerves inside and out. I keep thinking back on what I said and didn't say on the evaluation talk on Friday. It's not a good...